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its funny the features that bring you where you are
i take chances, thats what I do
I shouldn't expect much since you havent seen much at all
but i guess we all just want someone to care for us
deep down
at least i know where i am suppose to go
familiar images make for funny faces
am i expecting too much
of course i am gonna try again
its the rules and its what i live by
seeing you simply makes me happy
"sweetest day"
(im)perfection
faster or we lose all chance of taking it all
maybe its best not to expect too much
yet to witness this is the miracle of why we are here in first place

"you were born an original, dont die a copy"

Rocky

haha. so guess what my first freelance writing assignment was....

that's right..... PENIS ENLARGEMENT!

hopefully it gets published and i can put the link here. also am thinking about starting up a youtube page. that be pretty cool. it'd be really different and interesting too.

so i was thinking about the sets I ran this weekend. I've gotten really good at just high
five-ing people and approaching sets, but the problem still is midgame and sexual escalation. Thats cool though cause I've been working really hard at sexualizing the conversation and learning how to kino.

There was a really really cute girl with glasses and her friend was really nice too. I talked with them a bit, did the screening questions, standard stack. Which lasts about a good 2 - 3 when done right. My problem is always when I get to the "how do you guys know each other" question and I let it fizzle. My strategy now is just talk to the obstacles and ignore the target for a bit.

Also,the question of so "What Do You Do?".

I read this article by another PUA that states I should talk about "What I Really Love To Do" which is writing. I definitely gotta flesh out the answer to this.

I also thought it was funny that the seminar that I went to yesterday, was all about closing the sale. Even more funny cause my manager sick and I kind of just went as a substitute.

damn, I didn't even really go out this week at all. But i have gotten a lot of writing done.

oh well, lots of fun stuff.

All courses of action are risky, so prudence is not in avoiding
danger (it's impossible), but calculating risk and acting
decisively. Make mistakes of ambition and not mistakes of
sloth. Develop the strength to do bold things, not the strength
to suffer. —NICCOLO MACHIAVELLI, The Prince


R O C K Y

freelance writing.......

it is easier to achieve the unrealistic than it is for the realistic.

why?

because everyone else thinks it is easier to go for the realistic. therefore, there is more competition.

thus making the unrealistic, more realistic.

(Tim Ferriss)

i always feel the safest here
that is not my girlfriend
her name is Nicole
i am getting better at what I do
they call it pickup
i prefer.... pickup
through this dialogue that acts more like tourniquet
we attempt connection and similarity
she got away
only because this kiss happened too soon
but i take chances

its the only thing keeping me alive

DAMN!

ahhhhh.... it does feel really good to be writing here again.

i guess i just really dislike it when a person says theyll do something and then they don't go through with it. But on the upside, to "Christine-d" this situation (ha!) It helps me weed out which girls are worth really pursuing.

And a girl who keeps her word is a definite keeper.

Just wish I didn't take so FUCKING long going through the steps I needed to. plus deep down, the logistics of our situation could have complicated things.

too bad i really really did like her though. (why???? who knows....)

I am grateful that oneitis is still a possibility. If anything, this incident has given me a sort of radar for it.

I miss LA. other than my closest circle of friends and my family, Ive never felt such a warm and inviting energy, hanging out with all these pickup/social people over the weekend.

oh well, Im back.

and you peoples get to hear all my adventures.

Rocky

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